Halloween is coming..

The goose is getting fat. If you can handle me, you can probably handle all the Ricos, Lucys, and Snakes that NY has to offer.

I had a good one myself, spending the day at my dad's with family. She was at the show friday. Who, by the way, I got to see over break as she stopped by my house on Christmas day.

I can't really be bothered today

When your bills started to scream £45,000!!!!, it didn't click in your mind that this was an insane way to live?

I can sribble things down on paper, but I've never really amounted to anything that a person would want to hang on their wall. I started a new diary today, one that has a page for every day of the year and that is meant mostly to record more data and less wordy about the emotions.

Did you see that they have a ring from tiffany's?

Cults are dead scary

It is very important that u realise the signs of the cult... some cults hide behind being Christian... there are many strange signs and pictures that may not even be apparent and r actually devil worship but r doing so unknowingly to everyone but the main inner circle of elders. So.... how's the weather there now? My mum started to disagree and I told her not to go there.

Well, the day before yesterday i started feeling some pain. There really isn't anything here that depicts the Devil posing with a box of Black Magic chocs.

Dark and Light

I, personally would have had the c-section to save the baby's life, but I think that you should damn sure be able to make your own medical decisions. Now though people can move across the world that people are in culture shock. I like meeting new people and I'm not usually uncomfortable with new situations or change. I only procrastinate with things I don't care about, and try to perfect the things that I am proud of. I really just like things to look nice and be organized.

I like arguing, but only about things I want to argue about.

I don't think that I can fully describe in words my thoughts and feelings about how bad I feel as a person that I am not out with her right now............... just like Avril says...

And the Pi Kaps did much better, it seemed they got about 8-10 guys.

Smiley Faces

I sit a lot with My head in my hands, down on my knees.. You have your head on my shoulder... and as your fall asleep I stroke your hair and tell you how amazing you are. What is one thing you love about yourself?

What if you are with someone that you believe is the one you definitely do not want to marry.

Decisions Decisions...

That should get me back into the habit. Think that was my bodys way of telling me to cool the fuck down with the self poisoning on so many fronts. In April, Jews were required to register with the government all personal property valued at 5,000 marks or more. I call upon the people of the United States to observe this day with appropriate ceremonies and activities, including remembrance services and candlelight vigils. The whole point of a democracy is people improving the process through open debate. And unfortunately I'm not good with titles OR the in-between, at least not currently. And Al finished his speech: Were all joined at the heart; thats earth in the balance. Just to be at the table, enjoying the not knowing what cards you'll be dealt next?

Short post today... but well worth reading i think.

It hasnt been a bad day: its been nice to have the time just to reflect without people rabbiting on and on and on at me, once I allowed myself that small pleasure. I don't understand the mindset of people who think Sunday afternoon is a good time to get high, but that's just me.